I love you. And I cannot lose you. This is for you. i had a feeling that you'd get a bit low again...thats all right man, u gotta sink low so that you can get yourself stronger and get out of that hole and be able to emphathise....dont worry man you'll get thru this, i know you will. you always have and you always will. howz matty and mama pam? is everything okay there? and dude i can tell u bout yr 12, be like me, dont give a shit too much, dont put too much thought, but do try your best and you will be fine. everything works out in the end. schools and people put way too much emphathise on it and seriously no one gives a rat's ass in a year, let alone a month. i cannot even tell u what i even fucken learnt last year so i wonder why i even stressed at the time. not that i did by the end of it. just think 'schoolies. schoolies. schoolies.' that week works wonders....ahh...schoolies....good times....like that day in surf city at seaside and us in them huts just talking and saying 'goodbye' to shannon. (' oi can u turn off the light when you leave?' hahahaha...translate: shut up and fuck off ya hippie!) newhoo we have had some good, fucked up times.

so I write this chick I know an email right, and all I asked was this “hey how are you?” and this is what she wrote back.

“glad that everything is going well!! who did you hang out with a muttaburra??? hahahah the tavern..... never been there myself, but have heard that ppl have had great times!!!! wow by yourself... that would have been pretty scary!!!! hahaha yeah you got to love it out here... you can nearly get served anywhere. all the shearers... hehehe that would have been a great night... haha. yeah well i have not been up to much.,.. went to the tambo rodeo couple weekends ago....... oh man it was soooooo good..... bit like yours at the tavern..... we were meant to have this party last weekend, but it was called off... but hopefully there will another one soon... the blackall races are on the weekend after next, so you are welcome to come down for that... should be good. did you meet many ppl at the swimming carnistal, cos didnt they have a thing for all the govies, so they could meet??? whats it like at the fyschers??? that would suck with all the kids been sick and all that... oh well... oh guess what... i got a job a another place where i cook dinner for the men, when the husband and wife go away, so that should be pretty good... i am learning how to cook at the mom.... trust me it is more complicated then what it looks!!!!!!!! hopefully i should be able to master that soon though... fingers crossed... anyhow i will let you know when i'm coming up to noosa next... soon i hope... btw have you got a cdma phone, or are you just using theirs???”

Can you bnelieve it? One sentence question and that’s what I get back! As if I am going to write back to her!

an hour out of noosa. wow thats a long way. how do you get home at such odd hours of the day?? the private jet haha. well my friend i am glad you are having fun! cannot wait to catch up with her. yea i told nicole and haven't spoken to michelle yet but i will let her kno. maybe one weekend you can come down and we all get maggot hahahaha!!! ahh ive missed that girl. it was so out of the blue hey. like i hadn't spoken to her in like 3 yrs then she rang i was like OMG haha. neways ill give her all ur details also and tell her to ring you. ahh its good having nicole back also. haha yes on sat night i think nicole finally realistairsed what me and nita have been meaning about nita. and her 'doggin' us. or apparently its the other way round haha. but yea shes her usual self. not many people have much to do with her anymore. neways. your tahitian greek princess is very well to answer your question haha. just quietly i love holidays haha. yea this second job will show me whether i want to work with kids. partially the reason i applied for it haha. had my trial the other day 3hrs of board games got paid. hard work ill say haha. must say i slept through my alarm however and was 10 mins late oh well she asked for me back so musn't have mattered hah. yes news has it the britney has shaved her head. and i shall send some magazines up to you along with some photos of your mad biatches here in bris